Baby, light my fire . . .

He tells me I'm odd, not normal, freaky, silly. Any other woman might be offended. Not me. That actually makes me very happy, because it means he truly sees me, & even better, he likes it & wants more. Epic win.

He calls me Trouble, but he calls me Sunshine too. However, the best thing he could ever call me is Friend.

He makes me think . . . but he also makes me feel. He provokes me to be present & impulsive & silly, all the damn time, instantly. I don't hesitate, but I do pace myself --- no need to burn us both out. I find my self just being all of me, all the time, and it's so nice to finally be back there, now. The most important answer from him, to any question I have ever asked him about my actions has consistently been, just do you. I can't go wrong with that advice. So as long as I know I'm not being intentionally hurtful, I don't hold back anything, anymore. That's what's different this time around.

He is just the right mixture of mirth & mayhem & mild-manneredness to keep my focus & keep my skills sharp, too. The only struggle I have is what to say or do next; for someone like me who is never at a loss for words or ideas, just outlets for them both, I am exceptionally happy that is my only true personal problem with him. No complaints here about that.

I found this quote a few days ago, and for me it fits our relationship:

 "Someday, someone will come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted .  .  .

If your someday was yesterday, learn.

If your someday is tomorrow, hope.

If your someday is today, cherish."


I cherish you .  ;o)  Every single day.

My Soulful Gratitude . . .

Whenever I have a moment to wonder why I make the effort to be present like only I can do, he does something very special. Sharing what he does, how he does with me, he makes every impulsive thing I've ever done for anyone worthwhile. I hope that he truly comprehends why I care like I do  .  .  . he gives to me the special little things I want, that most guys never really did consistently .  .  . the pieces of himself that matter most .  .  . he lets me in to his mind & his heart, effortlessly & I am grateful that it's that easy peasy between us.  :-)

Thank you for answering my heartfelt request. He is the best miracle you could have ever given me.